Embers

Jonathan Valania

Embers danced

in the wake of the flame.

Low nights,

thin breaths—

your heartbeat

fading beneath mine.


Through rage,

through ruin,

even the fire

couldn’t burn that page.


We clung to pain

like scripture,

read it back to each other

as proof

we once believed.


But the page turned.

And before the new one could begin,

your pen—

already gone.

Already closed.


Ink blots,

scars.

Every line

a goodbye

we never said aloud.


If we had feared God

more than each other,

maybe we’d have stopped

before the wreckage.

Maybe we’d have saved

something.


But now,

all I can do is sit here,

holding the stillness

where you used to be.


And I don’t rise—

not anymore.

Not for echoes.

Not for ghosts.

Even when I hear you whisper:

“Darling,

darling,

come here.”

 

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