Faith & Prose
Letters I'll Never Send: Fragments of a Voice She Tried to Silence
Letters I'll Never Send: Fragments of a Voice She Tried to Silence
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Letters I’ll Never Send is a memoir told through poems, prose, and fragments of memory. What began as court documents, voicemails, and scribbled journal entries became something more: a testimony. A voice reclaimed. A map through the wreckage of emotional and physical abuse, spiritual coercion, and survival.
This collection doesn’t flinch. It names what others silence—gaslighting, child abuse, religious manipulation, disordered eating, courtroom trauma—and honors the complexity of survival. Each section traces the journey from confusion to clarity, from captivity to choice.
These are not love letters. They’re survival letters. Rage letters. Prayer letters. And in the end—healing letters. For anyone who stayed too long. For anyone still trying to speak what was never safe to say.
✨ Order Exclusive: The final sections, Reflections and Letters I Never Got, are only available in the print edition. These poems and letters are not about trauma. They’re about what comes next: rebuilding, reparenting, reclaiming faith, and believing in love that doesn’t hurt. These are the pages survivors need most.
🕊️ A portion of proceeds supports nonprofit organizations serving survivors of domestic abuse.
Themes
Emotional & physical abuse
Gaslighting & spiritual manipulation
Fatherhood, masculinity & grief
Generational trauma & recovery
Healing, identity & love that doesn’t demand pain
This book is for you if…
You’ve ever loved someone who made you disappear
You’re parenting while healing
You’ve struggled to name what happened
You still carry guilt that isn’t yours
You’re ready to believe that peace is possible
What You’ll Find Inside:
Illusions: The love that masked control
Descent: When silence becomes survival
Exposure: The breaking point
Fallout: Legal, spiritual, emotional wreckage
Reclamation: Choosing peace, rebuilding self
Settled: The quiet after the storm
✨ Reflections (print exclusive): Healing, softness, legacy
✨ Letters I Never Got (print exclusive): The words survivors needed most
✨ Breaths Between (print exclusive): A reflection on healing
Read Parts I–VI Online
The first six sections are available for free, so anyone stuck, healing, or unable to afford the full collection can still begin their journey. If those chapters speak to you, if they help name something you’ve been carrying, keep going.
Ready to hold the full story?
The print edition contains the full arc, the exclusive final sections, and supports nonprofits serving survivors. It’s more than a book. It’s a lifeline.
⚠️ Reader Discretion Advised
This book contains references to domestic abuse, child abuse, gaslighting, spiritual trauma, eating disorders, and suicidal ideation. Please read with care—especially if you are in active recovery.
Your Questions, Answered.
Is this book safe for someone in recovery?
These books speak honestly about trauma, emotional abuse, and healing. While they are written with care, some content may be difficult for those in early recovery. Please read gently and take breaks when needed.
Do I need to read the books in order?
No each book stands on its own and can be read individually. But many readers find the experience most powerful when read in this order:
Letters I'll Never Send is the starting point for many. It’s a raw, poetic memoir that traces the unraveling of an emotionally abusive relationship and the long, quiet road back to self. It helps readers name what happened and begin to feel less alone in their story.
Letters For Survivors is a gentle companion to follow. It’s not about the trauma it’s about what comes after. Through affirmations, reflections, and soft prose, it offers a place to land for anyone who’s still healing, still hurting, or still trying to believe their story.
Trauma & God is for those walking the spiritual aftermath. It explores the tension between sin, survival, and grace through confessional prose and psalm-like poetry. If you’ve ever wondered whether God could still want you after everything, this book sits in that silence with you and speaks.
Together, the books walk through pain, recovery, and redemption. But no matter where you begin, you’re not behind. You’re already in the middle of something sacred.
Is this available in digital or audiobook format?
Not yet. We currently offer only the print editions to preserve the intentional pacing and experience of the collection. Audio is in development.
Can I gift this to someone else?
Absolutely. These books are often purchased as gifts for loved ones. You can add a note at checkout we’ll include it with the package.
Where do the donations go?
10% of profits go directly to nonprofits supporting survivors of domestic violence funding therapy, legal aid, housing, and crisis response.