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Part V · Reclamation

Sentencing

June 2nd, 2025 Honorable Judge, Thank you for allowing me to have the opportunity to talk about the impact of the situation that A. has been convicted of. I strug- gled to write this statement and present it to the court due to the nature of this crime. To give some background to our marriage: A. and I met on July 1st, 2018, and were married on October 31st, 2019. Even though this crime is technically a first offense for A., I cannot count the number of times A. has abused me or our chil- dren throughout this marriage. I have spent the last 5 years dealing with significant mental, emotional, and physical abuse. On November 22nd, 2024, after I had returned from a work trip, A. bit me, beat me, ripped the shirt off my back, and strangled me. When her hands were around my neck, I knew she was not going to stop by her own accord. She had every intent to signifi- cantly hurt me, and potentially kill me that night. Regardless of her size, she violated me, attacked me, and inflicted long-lasting trauma. This currently is not the time and place to go into specifics of prior abuse that has occurred. However, in prior hearings not related to the current event at hand, A. has admitted to frequent assaults towards me and the kids under oath. Instead, I would like to focus on what has occurred not only to myself but to my children. I have severe trauma from this event, causing me to see two different therapists in an attempt to work through the fallout and events that occurred. Struggling to sleep at night, reliving the events constantly. I also have lost the entirety of support I had in Iowa, due to these events. L. and E., my two oldest sons, have to see a therapist weekly to work through the events of the marriage and help change the learned behavior they have inherited from A. Believing that in anger it is okay to hit and hurt your family. They also struggle most nights asking why Mom is no longer at the house. That they miss her and don’t understand why she left them. They are 4 and 3, respectively. Children this young should never have to deal with this. Not only has my family been emotionally impacted, we have had to carry a heavy financial burden. My mother has effectively moved to Iowa to help provide additional support to myself, L., E., and B. Due to this situation, she had to quit her job, she almost never gets to see my father (her husband), and had to miss the euthanasia of one of our family dogs. She has sacrificed a lot to be a stable caregiver for the children, because A. is unable to do so. My parents also have been a better support system to A. than her own family. They even provided her money when she was arrested so she could eat, get an Uber, and more. They have always been so kind to her, constantly helping her, when bluntly she didn’t deserve it. The financial burden has also extended directly to my household. I have had to spend a significant amount of money on daycare each and every month, to ensure the children are properly taken care of. I have also had to spend thousands on lawyer fees to protect myself and the children from her. I have had to work significantly more to afford all the additional expenses, and ensure a safe life for our children. I have taken on the sole responsibility of parenthood to ensure L., E., and B. get every- thing they need, and feel as loved and supported as possible. One of the biggest problems I have currently with the situation at hand is A.’s complete and utter lack of remorse or accountability. A. has a tendency to always be the victim in every situation that occurs. It has been a running theme through her life and our marriage. Every assault and every mental health crisis has been justified. With her using statements such as, “Well if you weren’t the way you were, I wouldn’t have to hit you,” or as I commonly heard, “If you weren’t so fat and disgusting, I wouldn’t cheat on you/I would be nicer to you.” Most recently, A. spun a story about how I was the abuser to our church connection group, causing me to be removed from people I thought were my friends, people I invested time, effort, and energy into. I believe some of those people have or will give character state- ments to you today. I want it to be known that they have known about the abuse both to myself and the children that has occurred. Justifying A.’s actions because, in their words, “A woman can’t physically abuse a man.” Moreover, I find this incredibly disheartening being as some of them are mandatory reporters for the State of Iowa. A.’s lack of accountability became apparent when she stated to a DHS worker she didn’t know why she was arrested and that I was making this whole situation up. Later, telling the same DHS worker she has never slapped our son across the face, yet admit- ting to it on the stand (under oath) in our temporary custody hearing. A. only tells people what they want to hear, not the truth. When A. and I were together, she was given multiple opportuni- ties to fix her abusive behavior. I have personally paid thousands of dollars for psychiatric care and therapeutic care. My parents have personally paid thousands of dollars for psychiatric care and therapeutic care. These sessions lasted on and off almost the length of our entire marriage. However, due to A.’s inability to take accountability for her behavior and actions, they were effec- tively wasted time. A. continues to give up on actually getting the mental health support she needs, lasting only months at a time on medication. I do not believe A. has the emotional intelligence to evaluate and understand her acts of domestic abuse are wrong. I do not believe she understands the gravity of her actions, her lack of integrity, or that her unwillingness to stick to mental health treat- ment is not an excuse to hurt others. Instead, she will feel no remorse, no empathy, and will continue to justify her actions. As she has always done. A. will continue to abuse: be it me, the kids, or the next partner she is with. Unfortunately, this is not a question of if, instead it is a matter of when. I believe A. should be forced to take accountability for her actions and serve a fair amount of jail time, along with receiving the proper help and care she needs to become a better person. Sincerely, Jonathan

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