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Part V · Reclamation

Embers

Embers danced in the wake of the flame. Low nights, thin breaths— your heartbeat fading beneath mine. Through rage, through ruin, even the fire couldn’t burn that page. We clung to pain like scripture, read it back to each other as proof we once believed. But the page turned. And before the new one could begin, your pen— already gone. Already closed. Ink blots, scars. Every line a goodbye we never said aloud. If we had feared God more than each other, maybe we’d have stopped before the wreckage. Maybe we’d have saved something. But now, all I can do is sit here, holding the stillness where you used to be. And I don’t rise— not anymore. Not for echoes. Not for ghosts. Even when I hear you whisper: “Darling, darling, come here.”

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