Trauma & God
Hush The Quiet
I didn't want to fall. I wanted quiet,
shifted toward comfort that whispered like peace.
Anything to hush the riot underneath.
I reached for relief that never sank deeper,
keeper of silence that mimicked reprieve.
If it feels soft, it must mean relief.
I broke without thunder—just aching absence,
fragments of stillness that taught me to grieve.
What stays long enough starts to feel like grief.
Desire hummed like prayer through the hollow riot.
I didn't want to fall. I wanted quiet.