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Northernly · We Were Never Really Here · Track 5

We Were Never Really Here

The title track — a year of pretending not to notice, held together by a hand that was already letting go.

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The remade version of “We Were Never Really Here”: new melody, new arrangement, same story.

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Lyrics

You touched my hand like you were thinking
About someone else.
And I smiled like I didn't notice,
But I felt it all the same.

We walked three blocks without talking,
I counted every step.
You said, "I'm just tired,"
But I could hear what you meant.

[Pre-Chorus]
Your fingers were cold,
But your heart was colder.
And I kept holding on
Like silence would shoulder
What words couldn't say.

[Chorus]
We were never really here,
Just shadows in the light.
You kissed me with your eyes closed
Like you were trying to get it right.
I pretended not to notice
The way your voice disappeared.
We were just a maybe
Dressed up like a year.

[Verse 2]
You left your charger in my nightstand
Like a promise you didn't mean.
I wrote a song about forever,
But you never asked what it means.

I played it in the kitchen
While you scrolled through your phone,
And for a second I swore
You were singing along.

[Pre-Chorus]
Your mouth said "love you,"
But your feet said "leave."
And I stayed in the doorway,
Too scared to believe
It was already done.

[Chorus]
We were never really here,
Just a good excuse to feel.
You touched me like a stranger
Who was trying to make it real.
I let you sleep beside me,
But you always disappeared.
We were just a story
I wrote out of fear.

[Bridge]
And if I see you again,
I won't say a word.
I'll just watch you look through me
Like you already learned
How to forget me
Before you were gone.

[Final Chorus]
We were never really here,
But it still felt like goodbye.
You touched my hand like you were leaving
Without telling me why.
And I smiled like I didn't notice,
But I've carried it for a year.
We were never really here,
But I loved you
Like we were.

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Where can I stream this song?+

We Were Never Really Here is available on Spotify, Apple Music, and SoundCloud as part of We Were Never Really Here. Album links are available above and on the release page.

Can I buy the vinyl?+

We Were Never Really Here is pressed on vinyl and shipped from the United States. Each record is made to order, with production taking 3-5 business days before shipping.

What album is this from?+

This song is track 5 on We Were Never Really Here, released in 2025.

Content care+

Northernly songs are trauma-informed and include reflections on grief, abuse, and recovery. Move slowly. Skip what you need to. Crisis hotlines and survivor resources are at /resources.

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